LIBERATION!

now i know how West Berlin felt after The Great War of '86.

i'm just playing. i have no idea about anything of that nature. but i do feel liberated. almost in the sense of freedom...wait, is that not what liberating means? i guess. what am i, Webster? oh well. right now i am feeling like i have broken free from the spell. not by choice though lol but by all means, what can you do? i do however got really tired of trying and it shouldn't be that hard, you know? it should've been easy. i mean, that's how i struck oil last time was just to let if flow. now i am not saying that it should be handed to me. it's just the chase is no longer fun. with no accomplishment. especially when the other person or the object you are chasing is running way, way, way, way faster than you or at least running farther to different direction. you think you're chasing them but you're really chasing a mirage.

i do however want to stay in contact with my Godsis, which i've made it clear that i'm not going to harass her. she said she's very busy and good for her and hopefully our time will meet soon. other than that. no more Wonderwall crap. no more Wonderwall posts. no more Wonderwall sappy music shit. no more Wonderwall. time to refocus my priorities and just let it come naturally.
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i wonder if that Korean girl in Edison was available...