pic a plate: Ms. Nancy's Place, Merchantville, NJ

back story: a buddy of mine liked this place on Facebook. i rightfully thought he went there, ate the food, and liked it. he didn't. he just liked it cuz he saw what they had on the menu and liked it. like motherfucker, that's irresponsible. he tried to compare it to me liking these females like public figures but i don't know them. uh, last time i checked i didn't have to taste test these women first to like them...not that i'd mind. a restaurant is different. you can't just like a place for it's decor or ambiance. restaurant main purpose is food. and Ms. Nancy has some really good food.

so today was interesting

let's get this out of the way. i am not bitch made. i could care less who i'm friends with online. it's who i got in my inner circle in real life that concerns me. so when today i noticed that someone dear to me unfriended me on Facebook. ..i found that odd. like, what happened? did i do something? if i did, why wasn't i told? so instead of sitting there pondering, i straight up asked them. long story short, it doesn't really matter the online status/relationship as long as we go on to maintain our actual friendship. that's all that matters to me. i still love her though. hope she realize that

another interesting tidbit was i spoke to my Wonderwall (i think that's what i shall refer her as from now on) today. i requested to my Godsis to get my message to her that i would like to, i NEED to, talk to her. then behold, i get a phone call, more than what i expected since i thought most was a text, from a private number. i'm glad i picked up. although i do admit that i understand it's a strange thing for someone out the blue to try to talk to you that knows you but you don't remember them; i understood if she was being cautious. i am 70% sure she either a) used a voice disguising app or b) had someone speak on her behalf with her being there. i remembered her voice being more sultry, even though it was a bit deeper. stronger. more vibrant. this person had a higher pitch, a bit almost like an accent. i know she doesn't have an accent. i may be wrong in all this, which i hope, because i do cherished that moment. i was so awestruck. found myself a bit speechless. so many things to tell her. so many feelings to express. i couldn't just pour it all out all at once. in fact, lol, she didn't even remember me! how would she? i stood out like coal in a blackout.

i wanted to tell her i missed her. i wanted to tell her how i thought she was so beautiful from the day i met her til now. i wanted to let her know that i'm sorry for not being there all these years. that i am here. hopefully not too little too late. yet all i could do was blabber about our past and tryna rejog her memories. oh how futile that effort was. nevertheless, she was sweet as ever. i am hoping though that an impression was made and maybe next time she won't blocked her number lol

fuckin sap here, checkin in

browsin the book of faces

as i come across a Facebook page of 1 lovely "Trey-TayTay"...ooh yeah. on her page, she shares some interestin interests

on here, Trey...let's call her TTT expressed interests in music from Nicki Minaj...Breakin Benjamin...and yes, another music interest is "I Hate Counrty". i've never came across that genre of music before but i must look deeper into it! i mean, it's bad enough that it's there...what's worse is that there's 18 people in that group! nothin like 1 moron + 17 idiots...i think that's a recipe for a suicidal cult

now i may have made a hasty judgement...i mean, The Bible IS 1 of her favorite books...but then again, so is Twilight...? oh well - at least she enjoys readin the words of God...but then her next favorite book is entitled "Anyyy as long as its not"...the finishin word is "boring". never read that book before...nor the "Yea Right" book - man i need to catch up on my literature. oh well...i'll leave it to Redd Foxx to sum it up